a little nervous

I've got my CPN appointment in a little more than a half hour, and I'm a little nervous, because the marriage counselor at Relate said we couldn't go ahead with the counseling until I got "permission" from the CPN to do so.

I'm just afraid the CPN is going to have a problem with it. :-(

I shouldn't think so, but I can't help being afraid of it. I want so badly to get our marriage back on track. I want it more than anything in the world.

It is seriously THE most important thing to me right now. Nothing else compares.